Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong

Hello!

2003-11-02T05:30:39Z

I cleaned my room today. Anyone who knows me knows that the floor hasnt been seen since I moved here when i was 7. They also know its a 3 week project, im damn proud of myself.

So i've been getting my emo/indie-kid on lately with the whole websites thing. Make out Club, Only Undies Club, Mad Rad Hair, Inkpoison, This IS Not Emo..etc etc. About 50 of them. But a few things that piss me off about shit like MOC and OUC and MRH...people bitch at you for being liek everyone else and listing bands under interest which makes ur section like 49528453250 times longer than it should be, but oh well. I know its cliche' but i honestly dont give a fuck adn neither does anyone else. Shush you! People to say things like "If I wanted to be trendy I'd put my favorite bands here". Well it DOES say 'interests' not "Put your fake sense of rebellion against conformity here".

Back to the boards.....since the DF is beign retarded. Didn't open the boards back up! Hellllo its totally November Gavin!

Ima go now bye. Call me if you want im bored (1 916 853 1170) ask for Colleen.

This is the longest one yet...get bored.

2003-11-01T06:34:54Z

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. davey havok
2. independance
3. good friends
4. a new guitar

Name 4 Of Your Favorite Bands:
1. AFI
2. the blood brothers
3. taking back sunday
4. fear

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. had a fork fight
2. cleaned my room for the first time in months
3. poked out my appendix
4. ate a blue lollipop

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. water
2. chocolate soy milk
3. coffee
4. water

Last Song You Sang?
the french naitional anthem

Last Person You Hugged?
my cat

Last Thing You Laughed At?
myself

Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?
Matt

Last time you cried?
um, 4 days ago

What's In Your CD Player?
the early november-this rooms too cold
The Blood Brothers-Burn Piano Island Burn

What Color Socks Are You Wearing?
white on one foot and blue ont he other

What's Under Your Bed?
cds, cat fur, clothes, guitar, a buncha of shit

What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
9?

Current Hair?
kinda longish blonde but im vutting it tomarrow

Current Clothes?
jeans, chucks, band shirt

Current Annoyance?
things like these damn tests

Current Desktop Picture?
afi

Last CD You Bought?
Fear: the record

Favorite Place To Be?
with my friends and at shows

Least Favorite Place?
Rio/Home

Play An Instrument?
guitar, alto saxophone, flute, learning drums

Favorite Color?
black and pink and colbalt and greenish

Favorite Season?
Winter

A - Age: almost 15.
B - Boyfriend: none
C - Choice of Meat: i don't eat meat
D - Dream Date: concert
E - Ex (most recent): Matt *flips off*
F - Favorite Food: sunflower seeds!!!!!!!!!11
G - Greatest Accomplishment: do i have any?
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: um..i dunno
I - Internal conflicts: many
J - Jam or Jelly: neither
K - Kool-Aid: yuck
L - Love: pirates, music, bi boys.
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: All my cds.
N - Number of people kissed: um...5 or 6. I think.
O - Outfit You Love: jeans and a teeshirt
P - Phobia: Bugs
Q - Question you want to ask: Why didn't I see (or trip over?) the vacuum that was on the stairs when I was looking for it?
R - Religious affiliation: athiest at the moment
S - Sport to Watch: dunno
T - Television Show: All those silly mtv shows (jackass, viva la bam etc) and LOTS of things on mtv2. Oh and friends
U - Unique habit: being the most blonde of all blondes
V - Very favorite word: fuck.
W - Winter: snow...bah!
X - X-rays you have had: Tooooo many to count
Y - Yesterday's best meal: um...i cant remember
Z - Zodiac Sign: Saggatarias
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LIKES(+)
+ AFI
+ The Work of Derek Hess
+ Tim Burton! Anything by him!
+ Blake Butler (the author)
+ vegan pizza mmm
+ my purple cell phone...its so cute.
+ Emo"core" as you kids call it
+ MOC
+ Taking Back Sunday
+ 80's night
+ everyone in the Despair Faction
+ Joy Division
+ the Cure
+ Davey Havok
+ Girls with short hair and big sunglasses
+ boys with piercings and tattoos! no sleeves please (tattoo wise).
+ Pirates
+ Indie rock
+ you
+ veggietarianism
+ boys
+ blue eyes
+ black messy hair
+ lip piercings
+ Elliott Smith
+ those nice kids that always help kids up in pits.
+ going to shows and moshing it up (lol jo)
+ belts im obsesed with belts
+ Hats....
+ At The Drive-In
+ Tiger Army..!
+ Blood Brothers
+ edge(ism?)haha
+ Vendetta Red
+ Poison the Well
+ A Static Lullaby
+ Finch
+ As I Lay Dying
+ My CHemical Romance
+ anarcho-syndicalism
+ skateboarding, i suck.
+ too many things to name...

DISLIKES (-)
-Scensters
-Hypocrites
-liars
-boys who break your heart *flips off*
-rude people
-tummy aches like the one i have right now
-Kids who type in ebonics
-Kids who go around flaunting their sxe ways then go and get wasted that night! Straightedge unfortunately came to be associated with closed minded bigots who would rather hurt people than have any kind of intelligent exchange of ideas, or....anything! Everyone can forget the washed up label. THis doesn't mean i am one of those kids who is all "sxe for life man", cause honestly im not so fuck it.
-My dad
-Conformists
-RIO FUCKING AMERICANO
-Kids who walk around wallowing in their own pity because they are oh-so-miserable. Why are all you kids so depressed? Is it really that hard to get over your suburban upbringing? Don't get me wrong if your depressed or something of the sort its not bad, and if your my friend you know i'll totally be there for ya thru it, im just saying these people who walk around not doing anything but talking about how miserable they are cause their mom wouldnt let them go to the movies or something. Thats pissed, not depressed.
-Immature people
-Garrett Kennedy
-boredom. Why are you all so bored? "Boredom is the continuous state of not noticing that the unexpected is always arriving while the anticipated is never showing up." Ha sure pal.
-And what's up with vegans who smoke cigarettes? Yeah i know that those two things have NOTHING to do with eachother but the "anti whatever" movements seem to be hand in hand recently. Don't you realize that the political statement you make by not harming animals is being overshadowed by the handjob you give Phillip Morris everyday?
-Everyone that says this line: "I cant wait till im 18/move out so I can move to New York and start my life, to get away from my problems." Moving to New York will not solve all your problems. NY is full of people who moved there to solve their problems. Go move to Seattle instead...start a grunge band.
-those girls that walk around flaunting the fact that their a whore
-people that diss cheerleaders/jocks/etc..because of the stereotype thats put on them and walk around mimicking them like "Oh look im a prissy cheerleader im like SO like popular!" SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT. I am not a cheerleader, im jsut sticking up for them. If the teams YOU know are liek that its pure coincedence. Cheerleading is actually hard and take effort..and most of them arn't airheaded sluts, so please be quiet.
-Stereotypes in general
-sexist people (see: my mother)
-JERKOFFS IN THE MOSH PITS WHO THINK THEY CAN SMASH EVERYONE ELSE. YOU DONT OWN THE SHOW.

and tonight will go on forever while we walk around this town like we own the streets..

2003-11-01T06:15:27Z

Its Halloween! My favorite day out of all 365 of them. This onw wasn't so great but who cares its still Halloween! Happy Halloween all ya'll DFers!

So, today it was like what, 60 degrees and rainy the whole day. Two days ago it was like 90 something. This is a good thing of course, I hate the hotness of Sac, i love it when its raining too. So that was good. I had a pretty bad day though. Matt is totally avoiding me and Chris is on that whole "i jsut decided to care about my image so i cant hang out with you" bit. Its lame, but he'll get over it im sure. Its a girl thing, Ari and Lexi..psh. And i found out his name! That one kid i always talk to about music, his name is Greg. He so cool. But at lunch i felt like crap, so did Athena. We have like no friends at Rio, and the few I did make are either on a weird girl-trip, avoiding me (see above) or just in general decided that after all, I wasn't that cool, cause freshmen suck. Well yanno what, the majority of you are like what, 6 months older than me? And YOU were loser freshmen 6 months ago. I really wish I was at DC, Rio sucks!!!

So...on the subject of boys...I won't bother to explain cause its a big waste of time, but i miss Matt, (and realized today that I like the OTHER Matt, but we'll call him Kurt cause so many kids do, and hey that his real name, and two Matts is too confusing.) Go me..psh damn emotions. This whole Matt thing is driving me crazy though..i decided im going to finally call him though.

I miss my friends. I love ya. *muah* goodnight.

We are scenesters.

2003-10-23T22:02:17Z

Went home from school in 6th period. (which is really 5th but block day yanno). Way to go me and my broken ankle deciding to hurt like a mofo.

I love you.

Athena I dont know whats up with ya and ur violent self today..*muah*

Ass load of homework to do yuck.

The moon hangs like the blade of an axe tonight...

2003-10-22T20:50:41Z

Meh I didn't go to school yesterday, I was at the ER. The whole broken ankle thing. And today I didn't go either cause I cant really walk too well. And they wanted to give me crutches but I hate those things, do more harm than good. Plus ur friends always trip you.

I am so bored right now. Eating ice cream, haven't done that for like a year. MmmMmmMmm.

So yesterday I was so bored i went shoppinnnggg online. Ended up with a Thursday shirt (purple and green, but trust me its cool), a Saves the Day shirt (the state one), Early November cd, Sick of it All cd, and a Death by Stereo cd. Yeah but it was only like...i think 40 bucks all together cause i found some stuff really cheap. I need new black dickies. I have like 3 i think but they're all getting small and i have some Hurley ones but everytime u wash 'em they shrink more and more. psh..i wish i hada car.

My ice creams melting gatta gooo! :)

Alas my inner Emo comes out.

2003-10-21T20:30:40Z

Ohmigosh the Taking Back Sunday/Saves the Day/Moneen concert was so awesome. Wasn't the best concert i've been to, no. But still definatly worth the fractured ankle! Hey emo moshpits can be vicious ok? So today i didn't go to school cause I hadda go back to the hospital so they could put an air cast on it. Plus I get outta Pe for like...2 weeks.

So Moneen came on first and they were pretty good, i've seen them once before. Most people don't knwo who they are but they definatly got some new fans. They didn't play "Wrath of the Donkey" though. Then came Taking Back Sunday and jesus they rocked! Thats when the emo moshing broke out. They played all the best songs and two new ones that supposidly they hadn't played in concert before Sac cause they just finished writing them. One of em was awesome tho i cna't wait till they release it. Then that jerk kid (ya'll kno who im talking about, the kid with the pink Tsunami Bomb shit, mohawk and that awesome septum piercing, and two lip rings?) decided it would be fun to drag about 10 kids down with him when he went down, and it had the domino effect and well.....thats where the fractured ankle comes it. And i got Eddie's tie!!!!! Cause i was unwillingly forced to the right side for a bit (being the smallest person there) and was like in the 1st and 2nd row during Timberwolves at New Jersey and Eddie was right there liek a foot away from me and im like screaming me heart out on that one part "This is me with the words on the tip of my tounge and my eye thru the scope down the barrel of a gun, remind me not to ever act this way again" when Adam's screaming it and hes looking at me for like the whole line and throws me his tie! I was like "Ohmigosh i totally just got Eddie's sweaty tie!!!!!!!!!!!". And then when i worked my way up to the center front again (for about 15 secodns mind you before i ended up on the ground in the 5th row again) and that background part where they're like "i know something that you dont know" i was singing that part with this girl next to me and Adam poitns at us like whoa. Although this jerkoff near me picked me up and is like "wanna go crowed surfing?" and im like "i am so against that i dont wanna be killed thanks" and decided to pick me up anyway. The bouncer guy pulled me off though, kinda violently too. Jerk. OH and Morgan Bowling ended up on stage with that nifty lil stage dive, that was pretty cool. There set was awesome.

Then came Saves the Day. I don't listen to them so much anymore but I used to RELIGIOUSLLY. So for most of their set I was on the right liek around Lindsay, Kayla, Morgan and Courtney Patton cause I lost Brian Green for like the tenth time. There was this SUPPPPERRRRRRRR hot guy next to me who you coudl tell religiouslly listened to STD right NOW. Woooow he was hot. Then when they were playing "Freakish" which is one of my favorite songs by them we were like singing it together with this other girl.

Then when STD came back on stage for their 2nd set/encore i was up front again and that was pretty cool. But i can honestly say I have never sweated that much in my life. All the concerts i've been to and that was definatly the sweatyest. My hair and my shirt was soaked all the way through ti was gross, mainly cause it wasnt all MY sweat. Anyway it was fun but i've been to better.

Although i do think its weird that after being to an Unseen concert and a Skribble concert which both were super violent mosh-wise that thoe worse i got was a bloody nose at those. Then at a fucking Taking Back Sunday show i brake my ankle. Right that makes sense.

Captain Anarchy and the terrible twos.

2003-10-14T22:54:12Z

AFI / Thursday / Thrice / Coheed&Cambria
Halloween Night in Hollywood, CA

Shit, i've alsmot got my mom convinced! She says itd be like a birthday thing. Its the "secret show" we've all been talking about on teh DF boards. Only now everyone knows about it of course. I am so fucking exited you have no fucking idea i better go.

I can now to to TBS again too. Brian talked my mommy into it last night.

My day was alright, actually it was fucking terrific in the morning Like....fucking terrific. then after that it was normal. Charlie likes me tho i found out today. Apparantly everyone knew but me. Oh well. OH! And on the way home while i was walking the 300 miles fromt eh bus stop to my house (in the snow i might add, lol Jo) Courtey Lynch drove by and yelled hey and i was like "Aww i really miss everyone from DC". God i really want to go there, all my friends are there, all of them. And sooner or later we won't be frineds anymore, its kidna already happened and it makes me sad.

Anyway thats all I gatta say really, so later.

Ignore the sun covers over my head wrote a message on my pillow that says "Jesse stay asleep in bed"

2003-10-14T01:47:43Z

Well enough ranting about politics, if you can even call it that.

Heres my day:
Didn't go to first 3 periods. Mainly cos i was at the orthodontist, then my bro and I are like fuck it i dont wanna go to school. So we went to get a cake for his friend then hung out outside for a while near Jamba Juice and then went to get some food, then sat int eh Rio parking lot for 30 minutes in the car till 4th period started. Eh from then on it was normal I guess. Just realized Charlie has my belt! He took it in 6th and didnt give it back. Oh well as long as he does tomarrow or else i'll have to bust a cap. And this girl i sit in front of in 6th is doing a monologue for drama, they have to do it from a movie. Shes doing SLC Punk. The scene where stevo is in the mall talking about "Anarchy in the UK", who started punk, and the whol fake british accent whore thing. Liek the whole thing shes got it memorized. And when she was reciting it to me from memory i was saying it along with her (well at least the parts i know) and we're like "Oh the sun never sets on teh British empire! *british accent*..well the sun never sets on my ASSHOLE". And we were craking up i dunno why it really wasnt that funny, and only one other kid in class had seenthe movie and everyone else is like, "why the fuck are they saying that in a british accent adn what does it mean". We got sent outside. Go us.

Then um..well in 5th i was listening to my cd palyer and singing along, witha guitar pick in my mouth. Not smart. One: because taechers frown upon that. Two: because its stupid. So i end up fucking swallowing the damn thing (third one this month, go me) and WOW it hurt so so bad. So i leave to go get my soda outta my locker and usually we can leave when we want to but we had a sub and hes liek "where are you going?" and im like "well my throat is sliced open and at the moment bleeding FIRE so i figured id go get somethign to drink" and he was like "if you find that humourous then you have obviouslly overestimated my sense of humor, go sit down" and i was like "no im serious i swallowed a guitar pick" and hes like "sit" and im like "no whats wrong with you". So i have detention tomarrow.

And OHMIGOSH my momalways changes her mind about shit, expecially concerts. At first shes like ok you can go. Then as it approaches she decides against it. Okay fucking Taking Back Sunday. Not exactly a hardcore band is it? And im goign with Brian, she loves that kid to death and trusts him mroe than herself to watch out for me. But nwo she says we cant go unless she comes with us. Usually id be like "fine you can come". But seriouslly its getting outta hand, a fucking TBS show, what could happen there? She says she knows what goes on at concerts mreo than me jsut cause al she knows is Woodstock cause she was a fucking hippy. Its fucking TBS tho, the worst is some 12 year old emokid offers me a good cry. Not some 45 year old metalhead trys to pick me up and offers me crack. Shes got no idea. So she lets me go to the Unseen and not tbs. Whats wrong with her. So im like "yanno what if the only way i can go is if you come with me then i am gunna sell the tickets" and she agreed. So who wants two TBS tickets for Sunday the 19th at Crest Theatre? If you want them call me 916 853 1170. Going for 20 each.

Oh well, ima go now. Bye kids. OH! And Alan i dont know if you read these or not but if you do, I can't go to San Diego this year! Ah oh no! Ill call you or IM you later anyway but if you do read this, im not going. So summer school it is (my moms a paranoid freak and thinks i wont get into college so i have all this extra shit i need to do, while my bro who is closer to college doesnt have shit to do), and no San Diego.

Wait I have more to add on Mr. Muscle and the angry stateworker brigade.

2003-10-13T23:47:17Z

I shoudl totally make that into a comic stip.

Okay someone said: "bill was wayyyyyyy better than both georges"

Someone else: "Better at entertaining the masses through his various scandals? Better at selling weapons secrets to the Chinese. Better at lying to the American public in order to save his own skin? Yes, I agree. Bill was better. Oh I forgot better at granting China most favored nation status for 8 years running, despite countless human rights violations."

HERES SOME MORE, AT THIS MOMENT I AM AGAIN HAPPY TO BE GROUPED WITH THESE FINE PEOPLE

"you think bush isn't better at lying? well, look at iraq. there were no wmd's, there were no chemical weapons, there was no threat to us. yet we still invaded and occupied. tons of innocent people were killed and even our own troops are constantly comming home in coffins. an average of 2-3 americans are killed every day. many are "accidents" but we here more about the attacks. he effed up our economy so bad. bill left this country better than he found it. bush effed us hard and people are blinded by the media. this war is costing too much money and too many lives."
"During the administration of William Jefferson Clinton, the U.S. enjoyed more peace and economic well being than at any time in its history. He was the first Democratic president since Franklin D. Roosevelt to win a second term. He could point to the lowest unemployment rate in modern times, the lowest inflation in 30 years, the highest home ownership in the country's history, dropping crime rates in many places, and reduced welfare roles. He proposed the first balanced budget in decades and achieved a budget surplus. As part of a plan to celebrate the millennium in 2000, Clinton called for a great national initiative to end racial discrimination." -from the white house web site."

Okay now i do belive i've had my share of politics for the day. Ill onyl add more if its a really good point or something.

Mr. Muscle and the angry state worker brigade

2003-10-13T23:40:51Z

Okay well theres this discusion on Arnold ont he DF boards, and being a Californian, in Sacramento no less, i have a few opions. And who doesnt.

Yanno I have a question. I am sure there are some arnold supporters here which is great, but because of budget cuts last year Rio along with other schools are losing nto only teachers but sports teams and supposidly the most important aspect of it all: education. My mom is a teacher in teh same district and got cut from her job thanks to dear Grey Davis. Now, I am curious if Mr. Muscle can truly save California, not only the educational issues (which i see to be some of the most important) but as a whole. As I see it, California is in the shitter hands up who agrees? And do you realize that on the recall alone it cost about 6.5 million dollars that California DOESN'T have? The main reason for the recall election was because Davis ruined the state budget correct? Does anyone else see a problem with that..? And all the blame doesn't rest on Davis' shoulders, Bush fucked up the budget too, the national deficit is the worst it has ever been in history. Plus all those state workers jobs that have been cut? Geez, I mean thats like killing off your friends. The few people that were left who were Davis supporters like 70% of them were stateworkers, and they are now bye-bye too. *sings* "And im proud to be an Americannnn!"

Someone in on the discussion right now proved a good point though: "Who would you suggest replace Bush? Really. Has any poltician during your lifetime shown any fucking merit at all? Theyre all trash. Our system is laughable because we elect people who look good on TV. Its like Coke vs Pepsi. Sure one is sweet and one is sassy, but theyre both still soda."

But still as I see it, Arnold might be able to pull off NOT fucking up, but i doubt he'll do any good. Maybe if he woudl get his conceded little head out of his ass he might be able to do something productive but as I see it now, thats nto happening anytime soon. And in my lifetime ive only seen Clinton and Bush. So obviouslly, no, not seeing any merit anywhere around here. All we're missing is a redneck pedohphile and we can call it a day.

Ok i'll step off my soapbox for a while. *rolls eyes*

Its all you ever dooo, your ego will destroy youuu!

2003-10-13T00:37:53Z

God today i found one of my old cd cases from last year thats been missing for..sine like last february. Just made me miss all the kids at DC, a lot. Its making me all sad right nwo and im not digging it. I really miss you all!

Yanno I forgot about the Ataris, i've been so caught up in like Tiger Army and the Blood Brothers, Black Flag and Fear etc. Anything pre-So Long Astoria kicks ass, go ahead call me a trendy kid, I am one so shucks, the only other kid whose open about liking them (again, pre-so long astoria) is Aj. Happy times.

Tomarrow i dont have to go to school till like ten, im so happy. Too bad im not missing 4th period tho, or 6th. Death to them all!! Although someone wrote "Cox can suck one" in sharpie on my desk, like that took up the WHOLE desk, im so proud of whoever did that. Cox is indeed Ambro's mom fo rall you who dont know, she teaches at Rio now YAY for all us lucky kids. I remember last year when she was subbing for Edwards (cough cough PEDOPHILE) and someone asked ehr a question and shes like "I dunno im nto a math teacher im jsut a sub". Guess who now teaches pre-algebra thru Geometry? YUP.

For the record: Kurt isnt a facist republican. lol.

Call me im bored 916 505 7344

2003-10-12T05:29:11Z

Well I think that if you don't like this, or me, don't read it. Simple as that kids.

Anyway I saw something funny today. A homemade Woodstock meets Ozzfest complete with mud...in someones backyard. I changed this from before so it doesn't sound like im bitching, all these kids covored in mud wearing Pantera shirts screaming "Bring back the ball!". Guess they had their heads up their asses for the past 4 years or so. I thought it was hilarious cos i remember seeing shit liek that on Headbangers Ball Uncensored. Almost the same picture. THe mud, the idiot hicks, the bad music. Except instead of 40 year old rednecks yelling it, it was a buncha like 16 year old kids. Kodak moment.

I cant wait till i get more moolah i need music.

Don't be fucky Jesus Christ!

2003-10-11T23:45:26Z

(and yes i did borrow that part from some other kid haha)

And I have a rant about stupid people and their assumptions based on clothing too. I went to go see The Brade Brigade on Wednesday night, and I happened to be wearing an AFI shirt. I can't tell you the amount of people that gave me shit for it or gave me weird looks like "you don't fucking like THe Brade Brigade." It's like, just 'cause I didn't go home and rifle through my wardrobe to find the most "punk rock" thing I could wear, I didn't deserve to like one of my favorite bands. The entire show was just a fashion show for who was more punk rock than the next guy, and it pissed me the fuck off, 'cause it's the same kids that pump their fists and scream along to lyrics of diversity and openmindedness, and they turn around and treat me like shit 'cause I wear jeans and like other bands instead of wearing a bondage belt and religously listening to Crass. Tonght is THe Unseen, Avenged Sevenfold, Death By Stereo, Western Waste and Sick of IT all. I feel like going out and getting a Michelle Branch shirt and wearing it there, just for kicks what do you think? I think its a go.

Im so exited I could fuck myself! lol Jo.

Sellouts by Association

2003-10-10T01:23:32Z

Alright I deleted my whole page long bitch, cause really its all been said before. Just an opinion, just a comment.

Has anyone heard S.T.U.N? Seriouslly check them out.

black coat, white shoes, blackhat, cadillac!

2003-10-09T23:25:47Z

So I guess you all know by now California's in the shitter. Still proud to be an American?

Right now I am eating noodles out of a bag with a 2 foot long fork and talking on 2 differant phones. Im so silly. My day was okay as far as block days can go on a Thursday. Yucky. Tonight is Static Lullaby and My Chemical Romance like whoa. BUT sadly i sold my tickets so some kid, cos if I go to this then I couldnt go to the Death by Stereo/Avenged Sevenfold/The Unseen/Western Waste/Sick of it All show! HaHA! (and whoever it was that said I made that up, i have a question for you. Why the fuck would I made up something liek i sold tickets cos i wasnt allowed to go anymore. If i was gunna lie about it i would definatly say something like i went and met the bands and some cool shit.) Taking Back Sunday is on the 19th, my tickets came on Tuesday I was so happy, im going with Brian Green of course, but it sucks cos hes nto really a fan. He says he likes any band but isnt like..a FAN. Just if they happen to be on the radio he wont turn it off. Oh well, Aj and his 3 thousand friends are going with us so yay!

Oh my goodness! I can to this conculsion in the 4th grade, but I think it needs to be repeated right now: SACRAMENTO IS THE SHITHOLE OF DOOM AND EVERYONE WHO COMES HERE WILL DIE SLOWELY...(from heat exaustion i might add). Rar..and my family wants to move to fucking ANTELPOE. Antelope? What the FUCK could possibly be there.

I had a dream last night and in my dream I robbed a country club.

2003-10-07T23:13:11Z

Hey Kids. Hope your days were good. Mine was alright. Before school Kate McKone and i were in the library, dont ask why cos she drug me there. Then came first which was blah. Second, which was blah. And so on.

Fuck Kyle Anderson is pretty.

Part of lunch Aj and I were walking around looking for lanky kids. Don't ask cos i wont knwo how to answer. He saw Kyle and kept going on about how tall and lanky he was, so of course the rest of lunch everyone was being called a lank. And we were ona "search for lanks". Hes such a dork. Whoever said sophmores were more mature than freshman must have been a sophmore. He hasnt gotten tickets to tbs (him matt and chris). Better hurry their asses up cos i got mine and brians! If you read this, do it RIGHT NOW. Lazy asses. Psh :)

Thats all for now, thought id tell you about my day, why not. Bye!

Seattle Was A Riot

2003-10-06T01:07:37Z

Finally I get a code, I hate upsaid.

Yanno this house is a microcosm of GOld River, at least the stereotype.

Lalala im so bored right now and not much of anything to say. Listening to Antiflag and Senses Fail. They're so much alike eh?

Oh well boredom is succombing to any kind of motivation to get off my ass and SO something, so to the df boards i go!

I always chew on my headphone thing, the wire thing. Ive been doing it so long that its chewed thru and like, when you touch it, it changed which side the sound comes from, its annoying. Bah!